the power of 2

it takes 2 hands to clap...
2 person to become friends
2 person to fall in love
& 2 person to become enemies...

people often say most of your secondary school friends are the ones who will walk through your life with you...
i do have some secondary school friends i love, some poly friends i love & of course all the primary lil ones i love..

i met her when i was primary 5, she was a happy person, full of crap etc..
it's like a love at first sight, u knw theres always people whom u wish to be their friend the moment u meet them? we turn out pretty close
for years to come we have been friends, and i somehow come to love her as a friend too.
we've seen one another grow, we've turned bad together, we've been thru certain ups and downs.. we've also have our time to console one another and we've also quarrelled several times

when she needs help, i was there
when she cries, it breaks my heart
when i talk about her, i feel proud of her
when she's alone im there

but she never truly appreciated, and i took quite sometime to accept the fact
maybe she dnt express her love, but well she express it to others but not me..
she is someone who never apologize even if she was in the wrong
i have always took the first move and i accepted it bcos i treasure her
to treasure someone, we have to love their flaws as well

even after i stop talking to her, i miss her
i miss her more than anyone else does..
she was part of my life, part of my circle, part of something i love
but i refuse to meet her agn bcos im upset with her
i might burst into tears and start scolding her

i think im so dramatic...
im so bad tempered
im so lousy as a friend of hers i couldn't bring her joy
and i am so tired of this...

just want to tell u, i still treasure you as a friend and whenever u fall, i'll pick u up.