everyone's asleep, & im still wide awake.
just read a few chapters of my book...

i have a lil mix feelings... weird it may sound.
im still pondering over a so called 'lost' friendship. it's a mystery how we just cut off all contacts.
i always chose my girlf's carefully, only certain people will end up being the ones i really liked...
but careful it may sound, once i like her, it turns out i treat her too nice & 'poof' they just disappear... sounds like im a lesbian i knw..
but have u ever had this feelings?
girls are complicating. needs alot of studies to fully understand them.
just like animals, u need to be in a girl's shoe to really understand a girl, but i doubt so sometimes.. bcos i too do not knw how the other girls think..

at times, i wonder why do people lead a life whereby they get anything they want but i dont.
i have to work for the things i want...
but my boyf always tells me that, it's a good practice & well i hope so...
but my life is still wonderful, a boyf who dotes on me too much, a happy & healthy family, a few lovely girlf''s & a bunch of lovely pri dudes whom i love...

since we're given this life, make the best out of it (in a good way of course)
off to watch animal planet, munch on breads & sip ribenna off the bottle :)