went to tutor then to work at backyard.
i was surprisingly quiet @ work tday. people who knws me knew that im a noisy girl.
but tday, i just didn't felt like opening my mouth. not sure is it bcos the company was wrong or was it bcos my mood really wasn't there. well...
i've been really down ever since i saw A that night.
i started thinking alot after the sight of him that day, up till tday i nvr doubt my love for him was being out of rebound or whatever. bcos its simply not. i just love the company of him. i believe to me thats the mst impt in a relation. maybe i was rushing things back then. i started thinking of the possibilities that if i've just kept quiet bout not feeling impt enough to him maybe we'll still be together. i guess i was stressing him too much back then.
rmb i use to say he's bad in my blog? yep im like that when im trying to get over someone, i think of all his negative points. well, no matter what he is, i loved him still.
chris suria has been scolding me for my foolishness. she keeps telling me A has alr gotten over me or rather i was nvr in his eyes bfore. made me feel so stupid & pathetic. how true but who knws what the future holds right?
jumping into another relation now which is obviously wrong. but i just hope he helps me get over A, which is obviously not working...

shit man, im getting emo again. hate myself being like that.
well, maybe time really heals all wound. i'll take my time sweet & long.
im very bad at getting over someone. especially someone who stays so near my place. shit man! i keep having this urge to text him now & then. knwing he's not going to reply saddens me. &deep inside hiding the tinge of hope that one day his name will appear on my cell.
i guess i'll be pretty quiet this few days. though being a really short relation, somethings just cant be measured wif time.

anw, joey drove the girls bck after work. met jen for supper. wanted to watch liverpool VS chelsea but jen insisted on going home. so angry!
just to end this post. i'll get over it soon wont i? you knw you can right lala =D

GOGO!