lin & botak came to fetch me at like 10plus ystd. went bedok for supper then to my house to get lappy then helped lin upload songs. joy came at like 2am? then we went over to 147 as lin is leaving.

that moment. i saw shawn? liqun's friend. i have this feeling A wuld be there too.
suay enough, as i walked twds the toilet he walked out wif liqun. i thought he didn't matter anymore. but no. he still does. &my heart breaks when he un-gentlemently walk away w'out saying hi. why are guys like that. u want a clean thing after breaking up? weird!
i was trembling alil inside me. then as he left for the other coffee shop i guess. i almst teared. i stared blankly @ joy & told her i couldn't take it. oh god! stella you useless!
i just hope that we wuld stay as friends though. i hope i never even knew him in the first place. well ...

am going to shower then maybe bestf will bring me for a beancurd to soothe the aches!
skipped tuition tday again. freak! was too tired.
&i might be meeting sweetboy tmr. nights!