suddenly feel like doing some reflections/summary for 2008
abit slow i know. haha =D
anw 2008 passed really fast for me. might be bcos i was really busy working. my life's like a complete cycle that goes on for the full 1year.

2008
daily - i entered the shell's houdini ECC project. ECC simply stands for ethylene construction company. not so sure but definitely sth to do wif ethylene.
started as a quantity surveyor whereby i start learning the basic of drawing measurement etc.
i learn how to look at simple construction drawings, how the cables are differentiate into 70mm or 50mm, how to differentiate an earth boss, earth pit &busbar. from there i learn cable coding &stuff. then slowly i moved on to calculating electrical trenches. determining the level of soil needed to fill the ground bfore leveling the cables.
then transfering to an adminstrative stuff. being a admin was never easy.
pretty complicated but was a really great achievement for a 17year old like me.

relations - i've been drooling my year through the hot japanese in pulau ular(my workplace, bet u dnt knw where)

friendships - i've lost an 8year friend. simply bcos humans change, some change to a manner that u cant adapt to. to make clear of my stance i am very clear of my conscience i did not do anything thats not of help to him/her. my doors are still open if ever he/she needs a listening ear. i've earn myself a bestfriend too. yea izack? love you. and through the year i've made many people miss me when i left the ECC. i've nice colleague. but when im really out of the society one day i'll have to know that not everyone will be as nice as my colleagues in ular. simply missed them. bsides that i've quarrelled wif a few friends of mine due to someone not worth mentioning. friends come & go. only true friends stay. &i've 3 true friends whom i really love deep down. of cause its the lame name "BAOBAO" =D

myself - me? well being a cheerful person i am, i often make many smiles. but being hot tempered or bad tempered as well, i simply make many blow their top at me too.
i've been trying really hard to control my own temper. but to no avail. once i get mad over something i srsly need to bang my head agst some walls to cool myself down. but well wif the help of my bestf, i guess i can cool down sometimes. hehe! sorry bestf im really hot headed most of the time.
i got my first tattoo followed by the second one within 2008 as well.
its also the year that i earn the most amt of money & obviously spend the most. not even a cent left. tsktsk! sometimes i wish life could be simpler.

im proud of my achievement as a 17year old, proud of learning lifelong skills i would be able to use in future. see the way humans behave when they really want to get rid of you.
now i ask my readers/friends.
are you proud of urself? what have you achieve in 2008?
be proud of urself &u'll lead a happier life =D GOGO!


2009
here now in 2009 the year of ox, well i have one sleeping bside me everynight, my sis.
i wish i will be able to get into the course &poly i've always wanted.
i hope i make more friends instead of foes.
i dont hope i meet a lover bcos i dont really need one. bestf is enough =]
i hope my families stay in good health & our happiness last.
i hope i am able to save hell lots of money for what im going to do after my bday.
i hope i have the best 18th bday.
i hope i change my stubborn, hot headed temper.
to summarize, i hope i bcome a better person =D

GOGO! off to bed =D